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Me and my Cancer by nnf247 Me and my Cancer :iconnnf247:nnf247 0 0
Literature
my eyes can lie
When you look in my eyes
You don’t see I cried last night
So close to commit suicide
Because my eyes can lie
When you look at me
You can’t see how much I’m suffering
How my soul is concent torturing
Because my makeup is covering
If the four walls can talk
It will tell you stuff
How many times that I cry
How many times that I want to die
But I keep it inside
When you see me outside
You can’t see how much I cry
Because my eyes can lie.
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Literature
Us vs earth
Dear world,
Why you betray me?
I can’t even trust the air I breathe
I gain more sickness and disease
Dear world,
Why you betray me?
Dear world,
Isn’t something I did?
That now the water is full of LED
That the water in Flint Michigan is still not fix
Or you pick and choose
By giving the best to the rich...
Dear world,
Have I not suffer enough?
When you causing earthquake and hurricane and such
It feels like you intentionally tried to kill us
Dear world,
Do you love us enough?
For God posted on provide
For it's God's will design
But from all these years
I feel like you are dying
Is it destine
Your years is ending
WHY ARE YOU NOT HELPING
WHY ARE YOU NOT FIGHTING
HAVE YOU BETRAY US
ARE YOU TRYING TO ABANDON US
You have some nerve to say it
I blamed you for making me sick
You cutting down trees
That gives you air to breathe
Killing the animals
That is dear to me
You’re the Creator of deadly disease
You can’t blame your downfall on me
God created everything that i
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Literature
In the back of your mind
You think that your battle is over,
And you can move on with your life
I can come back anytime
Haunting in the back of your mind
You’re more attention of your body
Every aches and pain
Paranoia sinks in
That I will return again
I’ve never left
I’m just asleep
Waiting to be awaking
For there’s no cure for me
You don’t know when I strike
Ether in the day or at night
I have other places to hide
Somewhere deep inside
I don’t away show up at the same place twice
In the lymph nodes freeway
Traveling through your veins
To other places
I am the ghost that you can’t escape
No matter where you go
Where ever you are
I’m there in the shadow
You may have defeated me this time
But like a dragon,  I will rise
Till then, I’ll be haunting your dreams
In the back of your mind.
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Literature
terror in the sky
I terrified
I look up at the sky
It’s just a another plane flown by
Imagination runs through my mind
Listening the times
Bombing and mines
Can happen anytime
For all I know
The plane is flying too damn low
Terrified it will hit the floor
Like it happen before
Hear the sound
Thinking it going down
With all the things going around
That’s why I’m terrified
When the plane go by
That why every time…
I looked up at the sky
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sleeping broken heated by nnf247 sleeping broken heated :iconnnf247:nnf247 0 0
Literature
try to aim to please
You would never accept me
you would never respect me
I’m always a disappointed in your eyes
when you looked at me it was no surprise
but yet I care about my appearance
and yet I tried to please you as much as I can
but the end of the day
you don’t give a damn
answer the phone when you call
even when I don’t feel like I want to talk
yet I listen what you say
even though I put me down anyway
but yet I care what you think
even though you never think of me
You’re only disappointed of what you see
even though I can’t help but to be me
But yet I try to aim to please
try to get your approval of me
no matter how much it hurts
putting the knife in my heart
But yet I answer the call
listening to your hurtful words
destroy my good day
only thinking of what you say
have no sense of peace
every time you speak
cuz you only think the worst of me
but yet I try to aim to please
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Literature
FIRE
Blazing teeth digesting everything solid
The heat wave of destruction
The Destruction of no mercy
The Flame of no remorse
The Killer of all precious
Suffocation of black smoke
The black fog clog the blue sky
The sky turn red of Fire light
Heated amber travel by the wind
Catching fire, another start again
Praying for heavenly tears to fall
To show mercy for all
Enemy of the fiery
Battle of Elemental
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Literature
HEART GONE COLD
My heart have gone cold
I close the door
I don’t trust anyone anymore
I’ll build the wall
Skylines high
To keep my heart inside
It dies
From damage and bruise
Emotional and verbal abuse
The world I don’t trust
Cause trust can hurt
And love can be a curse
Must protect the heart
From tearing apart
By damaging scars
The world betray me
Saying Life is but a dream
Just raveling by the seams
The world I don’t believe
My heart must be strong
And skyline tall
To defend from all
That will break my heart
Trust no one
I close the door
Because my heart
Have gone cold
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Sittin at the Dock of the Bay by nnf247 Sittin at the Dock of the Bay :iconnnf247:nnf247 1 0 On the edge of cliff by nnf247 On the edge of cliff :iconnnf247:nnf247 0 0
Literature
Don't get lost
Dear _______
Don’t get lost
Just because you turning to a full adult
Don’t forget what you have been taught
Dear _______
Don’t get lost
Dear _______
Don’t get lost
All the blessings you have got
Please keep God in your heart
Dear _______
Don’t get lost
Dear _______
Don’t lose your way
The devil will attacks you everyday
You must be strong and build up your faith
Dear _______
Don’t lose your way
Dear _______
Don’t lose your way
No matter what other people say
Always remember to study fasted and pray
Dear _______
Don’t lose your way
Dear ________
What ever you do
Don’t get lost
We Care about you too
Don’t lose your way
Hope to hear you sing…someday
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Literature
PRAYER
A gift in thin air
A loud sound that no one hears
A medicine from FEAR
To know he’s there
A silent loud cry
A letter that rise
A message sender
To the heavenly skies
A whisper
A mumble
A silent thought
From the heart
For me
For you
For a stranger
You barely knew
God hear
All prayers
A little peace
To know he’s care
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When you look in my eyes
You don’t see I cried last night
So close to commit suicide
Because my eyes can lie

When you look at me
You can’t see how much I’m suffering
How my soul is concent torturing
Because my makeup is covering

If the four walls can talk
It will tell you stuff
How many times that I cry
How many times that I want to die

But I keep it inside
When you see me outside
You can’t see how much I cry
Because my eyes can lie.
my eyes can lie
I have a meltdown last night, but I'm not going to show it to everyone else.
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Dear world,
Why you betray me?
I can’t even trust the air I breathe
I gain more sickness and disease
Dear world,
Why you betray me?

Dear world,
Isn’t something I did?
That now the water is full of LED
That the water in Flint Michigan is still not fix
Or you pick and choose
By giving the best to the rich...

Dear world,
Have I not suffer enough?
When you causing earthquake and hurricane and such
It feels like you intentionally tried to kill us
Dear world,
Do you love us enough?

For God posted on provide
For it's God's will design
But from all these years
I feel like you are dying

Is it destine
Your years is ending

WHY ARE YOU NOT HELPING
WHY ARE YOU NOT FIGHTING

HAVE YOU BETRAY US
ARE YOU TRYING TO ABANDON US


You have some nerve to say it
I blamed you for making me sick

You cutting down trees
That gives you air to breathe

Killing the animals
That is dear to me

You’re the Creator of deadly disease
You can’t blame your downfall on me

God created everything that is good
The destroyers of this Earth is you

God loves you
but you playing me as a toy
But to you
You take much joy

You are curious
and love to explore
Like immature creatures
You shatter and destroy

Earthquakes and hurricane
WAKE UP! IM IN PAIN
Crying down by heavenly rain
Shaking by the roots veins

I’m dying but you don’t care
But you’re the one who is living here…

Unless you got a place somewhere else
Us vs earth
We are having a fight with the Earth. But who's winning and who's losing it's a big question of all... Sorry if the poem is long
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Thank you for adding my work to your favorites! Please have a llama! Careful though, mine seem to be evil for some reason...
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Thanks for the fav! Luffy Anime Emoji (Big grin) [V3] 
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