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Cancer update
I have to see my cancer doctor in May. I hope I get some good news. I know I got one other cancer i have to deal with but let's finish this one first. I got a mad battle scars and I have to do another surgery in three months.
I tried to eat healthy but it hard. Most healthy food is expensive, and I don't get that much. Maybe I should try the Meat and Vegetables diet...but it will be hard NOT eating rice/bread/pasta. Damn, all these changes.
Having one breast make me half of a woman. I get jealous of other woman with their full boobs. I feel less like a woman now. Yea, I'm insecure about me and my boob issue. Who would love a woman with one boob anyway?
Life update
I'm back working at Six Flags Discovery, but now it a little more difficult. We got some young newbies on our team (I feel so old). And now I can't stand on my feet for so long. Last Friday, I did openings and closing and came back the next day to close out. Both days my feet kick my butt. But I know on Friday, it will paid off...while I'm working on that day.
I'm glad my bosses is showing some mercy on me. I'm glad I'm no longer in food service. Basically, I love my job, and I'm glad I'm back doing it.
I have to see my cancer doctor in May. I hope I get some good news. I know I got one other cancer i have to deal with but let's finish this one first. I got a mad battle scars and I have to do another surgery in three months.
I tried to eat healthy but it hard. Most healthy food is expensive, and I don't get that much. Maybe I should try the Meat and Vegetables diet...but it will be hard NOT eating rice/bread/pasta. Damn, all these changes.
Having one breast make me half of a woman. I get jealous of other woman with their full boobs. I feel less like a woman now. Yea, I'm insecure about me and my boob issue. Who would love a woman with one boob anyway?
Life update
I'm back working at Six Flags Discovery, but now it a little more difficult. We got some young newbies on our team (I feel so old). And now I can't stand on my feet for so long. Last Friday, I did openings and closing and came back the next day to close out. Both days my feet kick my butt. But I know on Friday, it will paid off...while I'm working on that day.
I'm glad my bosses is showing some mercy on me. I'm glad I'm no longer in food service. Basically, I love my job, and I'm glad I'm back doing it.
National poetry month
Happy national poetry month; and may this inspirational month flow through you. If you write everyday; that's something I can't do. Especially the situation going on. If you check on the news; the 99 cents only store will be gone... (Of course that's going to be a new poem). Sadly that's my company. And soon I'll be out of the job temporarily. Which is definitely not the right time since my rent has gone up. And most of the other programs that benefited me but also ended their service. That means everything in my life will be expensive. And I don't make much of a disability; which completely sucks. What worst even though they give hours away; I can only work 2 days a week🤷🏾‍♀️ I know this is not going to be an easy year; but give me a break! 🤦🏾‍♀️ Being old at 40 is as much as I could take!🤷🏾‍♀️ Also because I'm getting addicted to Stray Kids; particularly Felix🫢. I'm too old for this 🤦🏾‍♀️
It's official
I'm officially (yes I'm going to say my age) 40 years old. And I've been celebrating my birthday in La. So expect some pictures to be popping out real soon; after some editing of course. I'm also sharing my birthday with my cousin who lives in LA. During my stay here I ended up buying two new poems. And it's going to hit deep. Hope you are ready for the new 40 NNF247.
MIA for February
I know it's a week start but there's a reason for that. Especially when I'm upgrading to age 40. During that time I'm going to be in LA with my cousin. For that reason I'm thinking a lot more of how I can improve. IMPROVE is the word for 2024 for me. I can no longer play games; I'm too old for that. And for that reason; can you please support me by buying my poetry book on Amazon. All he had to do is type in my first name which is cynaka. And filtered books cuz I got other books on there. So forgive me for my absence and I will turn the favor by adding new pictures. Until we meet again, Be safe out there.
M.I.A Goals
Hey, Deviants I'm sorry if I've been M.I.A (Missing in Action) but I've been busy with life issue (including writer's block) Unbelievably, I have a poetry book out on Amazon.com (4 of them...) by self publishing. My goal last year was to put pictures in it, but I panic on crush time so... (mission fails). I did have the books out but not the way I wanted. But please support you deviants (It is getting expensive here in Cali) Also, I'm getting old (40 older), and I decided to go to Los Angeles on my own. My birthday cousin so we'll going to spend birthday together. But that's mean I must put in work and save some money. I got my flight tickets (even though I wasn't planning to fly) and will be out on the 9th of February. Hopefully, I will get my BR clean because it is a hot mess. Until we meet again... Game Over 284
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