Recently I haven’t been sleeping well. It’s because of Final destination movie. I saw the commercial on TV. I keep on seeing death in my dream.
I know I have to die someday. I just wish it will be painless like in your sleep.

I’m scare.

I’ll type more later.

When someone steal from you, it feel like they rip a piece of your heart out. Now you have a hollow missing gap that you cant get back. Like apart of you is gone never to return. I have been robbed before; more than i should and the feeling is still the same.

Dear dreamers.
I’m still alive and well to be honest. I have my own place; have a job, and doing well.

Well not the writing part. I’m back doing the Destiny Children but I’m stuck. On the Angel series but I’m stuck. Still doing Bud adventure (It in scrap.)

But I’m alive and well. Just in case someone wonders…

I know I have two sides of me. Everyone do. The light and dark. Yang and Yin.

Cynax is my nobody who Heart Riku
Sen is my KB who heart Tidus. (don't asked why.)
And Cynaka is me who heart them both.

I was bored when I type this...

Friday I have a interview at 10am for a job. but in the end I just was filling out papers for the job. I have to wake up at seven to get on the bus at eight I hope I get it.

I pay the rest of my rent and take care of my cp.

I earn a Startbucks on that day.